I was tired of hurting, crying, yelling, missing people, missing out, feeling worthless, not being able to let go. I was tired of pretending, JUST PLAIN TIRED! I was at my lowest point and COULD NOT see a bright future.
Then I heard Him say, “Pray without ceasing.” On my knees, I started praying, praying, praying. All I had to offer were tears, tears mixed with prayers. Day after day I prayed. I was certain He wasn’t hearing me. Night after night I prayed. I prayed continually.
Then I heard Him, He was there. He was always there and He had heard everything I had asked Him. He picked me up off the floor, wiped my tears away and said, ” I will never leave you nor abandon you. Just as I feed all the birds, I AM taking care of you. I have seen all your disappoints and loss in your life. I have collected every single tear you have shed. Justice is Mine, Forgive.”
I woke up today and I knelt down and prayed a prayer of gratefulness. A prayer full of hope, love and faith. I prayed for strength and guidance. I thanked Him for teaching me how to forgive. I forgave, I let go. I turned and looked outside. I saw the sun, brightly shining. There He was. He was showing me my future. My glorious FUTURE!!
John 11:40 Jesus said to her, “Did I not say to you that if you believe, you will see the glory of God?”
Pray without Ceasing,
Lavender & Armour